Discovering the Waterfront

I will promise myself I won't care, distracting myself from your stare and I've seen this mistake once before with your games I will never fall for, I've hung up my guns, I won't kill again.
I won't forget you (I won't forget you), I'm not gonna let you win (I'm not gonna...) but I'm tired of lying, tired of fighting you and it's not gonna change.

You ask for my heart, you know that I'm down, but not the way you lie to me, you tear it all apart and beg for me to say, I sail off to sea (I sail off to sea), I'm not coming back.
Counting down make that sounds, when you know it makes no sense.
Counting down till you mess around, when I know you can't ever change.
Why am I trembling?
Throw it overboard, when I'm ready to we'll progress.

Counting down make that sounds, break the silence.

Pretend it's not forever, I'll pull myself together and I'll say that I'll forget her, I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me, and look at it as learning, and laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever we don't belong together, I know I'll feel better,

One day when I can make it through.

Y tengo unas ganas tremendas de aperrar y no más, pero denuevo volví a lo mismo, que hace muuuuuuuuchisimo tiempo no me pasaba, y me dan ganas de ser otra persona, diferente en todo sentido, porque me da una repulsion tremenda y akjsdhflaksdjfslkdfjkdsljfksldjfksd NO QUIEEEEEERO

y lo peor es que ni siquiera me doy los animos para hacerlo, estoy chata pero sé que si yo no pongo de mi nada cambiará y me cuesta muuucho, por que sin un empujoncito no doy.